My World My Word

You should really know how much you mean to me.


The taste of your promise, the feel of your touch, the warmth of your body, the sense of your embrace..
You should know how much I miss you.


Have you ever thought of dying? What it feels like? What yours will be?
I already felt mine.


The absence of your present, the missing of your voice. Oh I really miss hearing your voice, listen to your singing, smile at you everytime you created a song of me.


I miss the way you hold me. How you won't let me go. How you tell me that you wouldn't go away from me.
But you didn't make me stay, eitherway.


Have you ever thought that this is, the best decision we had ever made?
Has it crossed your mind that, we're not waving goodbyes? That we're saying "See you in a better time" instead?
Has that question ever crossed in your mind?
It crossed on mine.


Well even you're not mine anymore.


Am I still yours?
Am I still the one you put your heart on?
Am I still the one you give your hopes to?
Am I still the one that you love so much?


People say that being brokenhearted is a myth.
I don't believe in any kind of myth.
And now am feeling brokenhearted.
The evil part of me says that I'm being left.
But the other one says that you do this, ALL of this, for our own good. Not only yours, but mine too.


I don't know why am I writing this.
It's hard for me to pass even a single day without your presence.
It's been weeks, and I already felt weak.


The message that you got on your phone last night, is true.
That I,
miss you.
That's all.


Thank you.

Okay.
Let me tell you one thing straight here.
After those up-and-downs, after all the time we spent together, after all the tries and tears, after all the love and heartache we felt,
I decided to stop.


I know, I may sound really stupid here in my own blog,
but I admit, that I am.
Being brokenhearted isn't my fave thing to have, actually.
Oh no one likes it though.


The reason is, this is the final exhausted moment in my life.
I don't want to put the blame on anyone, because it's just me and my childish-ness.


Oh who am I to judge?
The world isn't as big as I've thought.
My heart isn't as humble as I've expected.
The relationship isn't as mature as I've guessed..


So, this is it.
A final post from this tag.
The special tag that I specially dedicate for you, Libra.
One thing that I can say,
I'm sorry, for disappointing you with the expectations.
And for next year's plan,
you should find someone else that is much better than me to be your bride, your very beautiful bride, that will walk beside you with a huge, lovely smile.


That's all.
Have a good life.

#1: Who am I?

 I am your constant companion. I am your greatest helper or heaviest burden.

I will push you onward or drag you down

to failure. I am completely at your command.

Half the things you do you might just as 

well turn over to me and I will be able to do 

them quickly and correctly.

I am easily managed--you must merely

be firm with me. Show me exactly how you 

want something done and after a few lessons

 I will do it automatically. I am the 

servant of all great individuals and, alas, of 

all failures, as well. Those who are great I

have made great. Those who are failures,

I have made failures.

I am not a machine, though I work

with all the precision of a machine plus

the intelligence of a human. You may run

me for a profit or run me for ruin--it

makes no difference to me.

Take me, train me, be firm with me, 

and I will place the world at your feet. Be

easy with me and I will destroy you.

Who am I?

I am habit

#2: Man in the Mirror

I'm starting with the man in

the mirror

I'm asking him to change

 his ways

And no message could have

been any clearer

If you wanna make the world

a better place

Take a look at yourself, and

then make a change.

#3

When I was young and free and my my

imagination had no limits, I dreamed of

changing the world;

As I grew older and wiser I realized the

world would not change.

And I decided to shorten my sights

somewhat and change only my country.

But it seemed immovable.

As I entered my twilight years, in one last

desperate attempt, I sought to change

only my family, those closest to me, but

alas they would have none of it.

And now here I lie on my death bed and

realize (perhaps for the first time) that if

only I'd changed myself first, then by

example I may have influenced my

family with their encouragement

and support I may have bettered my

country, and who knows I may have

changed the world.

#4 There's a Hole in My Sidewalk by Portia Nelson

I walk down in the street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I fall in.

I am lost...I am helpless.

It isn't my fault.

It takes forever to find a way out.

I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I pretend I don't see it

I fall in again.

I can't believe I am in the same place

But, it isn't my fault.

I still takes a long time to get out

I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the side walk

I see it there

I still fall in. It's a habit.

My eyes are open

I know where I am

It is my fault. I get out immediately.

I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I walk around it.

I walk down another street

# 5 By Douglas Malloch

The tree that never had to fight

For sun and sky and air and light,

But stood out in the open plain

And always got its share of rain,

Never became a forest king

But lived and died a scrubby thing...

Good timber does not grow with ease,

The stronger the wind, the stronger the trees

#6 By Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in

a wood, and I--

I took one less 

traveled by,

And that has made all

the difference.

# 7 By Shakespeare

What win I, if I gain thing I seek?

A dream, a breath, a froth of fleeting joy.

Who buys a minute 's mirth to wail a week?

Or sells eternity to get a toy?

For one sweet grape who will the vine destroy?

#8

To realize the value of One Year,

Ask a student who failed his or her AP exams.

To realize the value of One Month,

Ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of One Week,

Ask an editor of weekly magazine.

To realize the value of One Day,

Ask a daily wage laborer who has six kids to feed.

To realize the value of One Hour,

Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of One Minute,

Ask a person who missed their train.

To realize the value of One Second,

Ask the person who survived an accident.

Yaah, gue gak pernah mau ngejudge atau gimana, tapi sebenarnya, all of us are the part of the twitter trashes.

Kalau kalian rajin ngetweet, kalian pasti tau istilah "bacot", atau "frontality", yaah, atau account-account tweets yang di urus beberapa remaja galau [kbbi: sibuk beramai-ramai; ramai sekali; kacau tidak keruan (pikiran); ke·ga·lau·an n sifat (keadaan hal) galau]

Yaah, it seems Twitter is being a bullying place for teens, maaf, remaja beremosi labil. Banyak keribetan yang terjadi di Twitter, tentunya kepada gue juga. Contoh-contoh:

Nyindir, contoh:

"Kampung banget sih lo! Pacaran gak usah di timeline ngapa hah?!"

Berdasarkan analisa (cuih :P) yang bikin tweet kayak gini (atau persisnya kayak di atas), adalah orang single yang lagi labil di tinggal kekasih hati kawin sama gorilla. Nahloh! Beberapa menyertakan hashtag #nomention atau #nyindir, ya bagi yang gitchuw dech!



Merasa tersindir

Ini adalah kelanjutan alias episode 2 dari "Nyindir". Kalau misalnya ada yang ngetweet kayak yang tadi, pasti yang merasa tersindir, pasti orang yang pas muncul tweetnya lagi mention-mentionan sama ayang nya. Nah kalau si yang merasa tersindir ini juga labil, dia bakalan ngetweet:

"Yang kampung itu lo! Sirik ya jadi jomblo ha ha ha!"

atau yang labil berbulu penyabar

"Sabar aja deh, ntar kena batunya tuh :)"

Tapi dua-duanya sama aja, termasuk dalam kategori "Merasa tersindir" dan "Nyindir", jadi mungkin kalo yang pihak nyindir merasa tersindir, oke, perang dunia bakalan meletus di timeline.

B*llsh*ts

 Bener-bener ada di kalangan timeline gue. Selalu ngetweet:

"Gak berani frontal?! Pe nge cut!"

Padahal di lihat dari struktur tweet tersebut (?) Jelas-jelas si pengetweet juga melakukan sindir nomention yaitu tidak memention orang yang menurutnya tidak berani frontal yang secara kasarnya, berarti dia ngatain dia sendiri.. Dengan kata lain.. b*******. -_-"

Patah Hati (putus) berlanjut ke Galau

Sering banget di jumpai di timeline, apalagi kalo following agak banyak remaja labil. Suka banget ngetweet kayak gini:

"Andai kamu di sini masih sama aku. Kamu tau kan aku masih sayang sama kamu."

atau

"Aku kangen teleponan sama kamu jam-jam segini kayak dulu"

atau versi alay nya:

"Ngend kmuh..... Kmuh dmnah? Ngadd kuh chlalu chynk muh.."

Translate: "Kangen kamu.. Kamu dimana? Ingat aku selalu sayang kamu"

Ngekngok. 95% yang ngetweet kayak gini adalah cewek yang di putusin sama mantannya dan belum menemukan hansaplast hati. Bergenre galau dan sanggup bergadang tengah malam cuma buat menuh-menuhin timeline dengan kekangenannya, berharap sang pujaan hati kembali ke pelukan dan bisa calling-calling lagi.

Account Labil RT Abusers

Ngefollow account tweet kegalauan remaja berembel-embel seperti (nama pura-pura deh. gak pernah ada kayaknya)

@kumacicayangkmuh @inimulutku @selalugalau @kitaanakfrontal @cintakamuselalu

 atau

@faktacintakitabeb @remajagalaws @galaugapapadong @menggalaumassal

Account di atas hanya fiktif belaka. Tapi gak tau juga kalo ada yang beneran, hehehe -_-" Biasanya sering banget di retweet, sekali retweet banyak-banyak (yang ini yang paling annoying) :| dan isinya perpaduan dari semua sampah-sampah dunia + sampah internet -_-

 Udah sampai segini dulu deh, ntar di update kalau sempat :P

Ini soundtrack lagu newmoon yang gue suka. Hahaha 

ONE

Lykke Li - Possibility

 There's a possibility
 There's a possibility
 All that I had was all I'm gonna get
 mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
 All I wanted is gone with your stare
 All I wanted is gone with your stare
 So tell me when you hear my stop
 You're the only one that knows
 Tell me when you hear my silence
 There's a possibility I would't know
 mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
 Know that when you leave
 Know that when you leave
 By blood about me you walk like a thief
 By blood about me I fall when you leave
 So tell me when you hear my heart stop
 You're the only one that knows
 Tell me when you hear my silence
 There's a possibility I wouldn't know
 So tell me when my sigh is over
 You're the reason why I'm closed
 Tell me when you hear me falling
 There's a possibility it wouldn't show
 mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
 Know that when you leave
 Know that when you leave
 By blood about me I fall when you leave
 By blood about me i follow your lead
 mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

  

TWO

Satellite Heart – Anya Marina

So pretty
 so smart
 Such a waste of a young heart!
 What a pity
 what a sham
 What’s the matter with you, man?
 Don’t you see it’s wrong
 can’t you get it right?
 Out of mind and outta sight
 Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
 Put a lid on all that noise!
 I’m a satellite heart
 lost in the dark
 I’m spun out so far
 you stop, I start
 But I’ll be true to you
 I hear you’re living out of state, running in a whole new scene
 They say i haven’t slept in weeks, you’re the only thing i see
 I’m a satellite heart
 lost in the dark
 I’m spun out so far
 you stop, I start
 But I’ll be true to you
 I’m a satellite heart
 lost in the dark
 I’m spun out so far
 you stop I start
 But I’ll be true to you no matter what you do
 yeah I’ll be true to you

THREE

MUSE - I Belong To You

 When these pillars get pulled down,
 It will be you who wears the crown,
 And I'll owe everything to you

 How much pain has cracked your soul?
 How much love could make you whole?
 You're my guiding lightning strike

 I can't find the words to say,
 But they're overdue,
 I've travelled half the world to say,
 I belong to you

 Then she attacks me like a Leo,
 When my heart is split like Rio,
 But, I assure you my debts are real

 I can't find the words to say,
 When I'm confused,
 I've travelled half the world to say,
 You are my mu-

 (Ah! Réponds à ma tendresse,
 Verse-moi, verse-moi l'ivresse,
 Réponds à ma tendresse,
 Réponds à ma tendresse,
 Ah! Verse-moi l'ivresse,
 Verse-moi, verse-moi l'ivresse,
 Réponds à ma tendresse,
 Réponds à ma tendresse,
 Ah! Verse-moi l'ivresse,
 I belong,
 I belong to you alone)

 Use,
 I can't find the words to say,
 But they're overdue,
 I've travelled half the world to say,
 I belong to you

Bwahahahak HALLO BLOGAAAAAAHHHH!! :D Gue mau berbagi kesenangan gue nih :)) Why? Cause yesterday was my sweet 15th for meeeee!! HAHAHA yaak maklum lah yaa.. Namanya juga anak-anak #Laah? Piyee? Apa hubungannya?

Terima kasih Tuhan, untuk sekali lagi membiarkanku melewati tanggal 30 dengan wajah bahagia yang berlebihan yang mungkin mengganggu pemandanganMu dari atas sana..

Aku bahagia !!!!! Sesederhana itu aku mendeskripsikan kadoMu.. Mendengar tawa riuh mereka yang berkata “SELAMAT BERUMUR 15 !” dengan do'a-do'a dan pesan yang merujuk pada satu muara.. ”berharap aku selalu bahagia”

15 ! sudah lewat dari 13 untuk bermanja-manja.. Tapi rasanya aku masih butuh di arahkan, sekali, dua kali, sering kali..

Sudah lewat masanya aku memesan hadiah pada papa.. Tapi beliau masih saja bertanya “mau kado apa ?”
Dan mama, sudah tidak mungkin lagi untuk di repotkan memesan kue dan membayar tagihannya..

15 ! Rasanya aneh dan tidak biasa..

Yap! gue pikir ini bakal jadi birthday yang interesting for me. But in the fact not like that :( Hmm.. Etapi enggak juga deng :D Gue cukup seneng kemaren. Karna gue bisa merayakannya bareng keluarga gue especially mama papa yang udah kasih surprise buat gue kemaren, adek gue yang kemaren seharian nurut sama perintah gue hahahaha, and.. not for my dearest sister :'( Yeah, gue lagi ada masalah sama dia. Soo.... gue sama dia lagi diem-dieman nih sekarang. Gak tau deh yah sampe kapan. Haha gak penting juga sih menurut gue. Karna gue juga lagi kesel banget sama dia karna tingkahnya yang sok penguasa, suka nyuruh-nyuruh seenak jidatnya. Di kira gue pembokat dia kali -,- Okey gue lagi males bahas soal itu. Back to my 15th birthday :)) Mama pulang kerja, bawain gue kue ulang tahun. Wow! Its so excited moooooommmmmmmm ♥ tengkyuuuu *Smoch! And papa yang dengan sifatnya yang tegas, memberikan ucapan "Selamat ulang tahun nia" ♥ Aw! Betapa senengnya gue denger kata-kata itu. Papa bukan sosok yang menyebut anak-anaknya dengan panggilan "Sayang" layaknya Seorang papa yang ada di dunia ini. Dan gue suka itu. Walaupun terkesan papa gak perhatian and bla bli blu ble blo Tapi sebenernya tuh papa perhatian banget sama anak-anaknya. Papa sering nasehatin gue ini-itu. Daaaannnnnn gue dengan angkuhnya "Iya pa, ngerti" Sekedar masuk kuping kanan dan keluar kuping kanan juga. Yah gue juga suka ngedumel sendiri "gak bosen apa ngomelin gue ini-itu" Tapiiiii.. Pada akhirnya gue sadar, semua itu papa lakuin buat kebaikan gue juga. Dan gue sangat sangat berterima kasih sama Allah karna udah kasih Keluarga yang utuh dan sayang sama gue :)) Dan yang buat gue seneng kemaren juga adalah, surprise dari temen-temen sekolah gue :D Thankiss guyssss lafyuuu all ♥ Dan juga ucapan dari temen-temen gue di Social Media as Facebook, Twitter, and etc. makasih yah buat ucapan dan do'anya :) amien amien semoga terkabul.

Dan gue pribadi punya harapan untuk ulang tahun gue kali ini. Here we go! :)

  
Owkaaay blogaaaah sekian yah postingan gue kali ini. Sekali lagi makasih ya buat yang udah ngucapin dan do'ain yang baik-baik buat gue. Makasih banyak guyssss :))

Buat apa? Membaca judulnya saja sudah malas angot-angotan..
Saya selama ini selalu meninggalkan langsung segala sesuatu yang tidak pasti, apalagi yang tidak bisa dimiliki..
Namun deretan pertanyaan terus bergelantung di sudut terkecil ruang otak saya..
Mengapa saya cenderung menjatuhkan diri ke pribadi yang tidak menggubris keberadaan saya?
Mengapa saya malah acuhkan mereka yang mencurahkan jiwa dan raganya bahkan demi hanya secuil perhatian kecil dari saya?

Mengapa saya lebih sering menempatkan diri hanya sebagai "pilihan" bahkan hanya sebagai "pelengkap" saja?
Renungan pun dimulai..
Saya sering menyebutnya sebagai "percakapan kepada diri saya sendiri", imajinasi monolog tanpa verbal terucap..
Mungkin beberapa lebih suka menyebut proses tersebut sebagai "introspeksi"..

Kalo boleh mengutip lirik Ne-Yo di lagu Go On Girl:

"I was there inviting her into my heart, she was my night time, thought I was her star."

Okay tentu saja sebaiknya kata-kata 'HER' kita ganti dg 'HIM', 'SHE' menjadi 'HE'..
Hahahahahaaaaa.....
Banyak sosok yang datang dan pergi dalam hidup kita yang bahkan kita tidak menyadarinya bahwa magnet sebenarnya adalah DIRI KITA SENDIRI.
Kita yang mengundang mereka yang (nantinya) menyakiti/menyia-nyiakan kita untuk masuk ke dalam hidup kita..
Semata-mata demi memberikan kita pembelajaran hidup, karena bagaimanapun hati yang tersakiti mampu menciptakan keajaiban..

Bahkan seorang petualang cinta seperti Cassanova pun pernah patah hati..
Semua butuh mengalami proses.....
Tentang mengapa kita kerap terjerumus ruang gelap yang serupa, dejavu tingkat akut, rasa sakit yang terulang... Hmmm... Semua pertanyaan kembali ke hati kita..
Karena cinta pada dasarnya hanya butuh PELUANG...

Buat saya, cinta hanya masalah kontak jiwa :)

Saya mengemas semua bagasi harap, tanpa butuh air mata..
Karena saya tidak butuh menangisi diri bila tengah hanya menjadi pilihan atau hanya pelengkap saja..
Pergi. Tinggalkan. Berlalu.

--I'd rather die single than becoming option number-something... I am dead serious.--

I N S O M N I A ?? What the~ hahaha

gua lagi insom nih. Gak ada kerjaan. Gak tau mau ngapain juga. Jadi cuma mantengin Laptop aja dari tadi. HAHA webcam sana sini. Ini dia gua share yap! :) maap kalo burem, maklum webcamnya VGA haha

Gua suka banget sama photography semenjak hampir semua temen- temen di SMA gua pada banci kamera. Hhe kepengaruh deh :D Eh berhubung gua lagi insom jadi Soundtrack gua malam ini adalah lagunya Craig David - Insomnia Hhe

CRAIG DAVID - INSOMNIA

I never thought that I’d fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you’d had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you’ll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I’d never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I’d never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I’m sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you’ll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can’t go to sleep
Cause it feels like I’ve fallen for you
It’s getting way too deep
And i know that it’s love because

I can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Hey Bloggersssss! 

Hari ini gue mau cerita dan ngasih tau orang orang yg berpengaruh di dalam kehidupan gue yg ordinary ini but become to extraordinary haha asikaaannnnn

Yap yg pertama ada lah  

1. ALLAH SWT (my lord) :D

2. MAMA & PAPA 

beliau benar benar best mom in the world, strong, beauty, and softly tapi kadang kadang nyebelin juga hahaha papa sosok orang yg tegas dan ganteng menurut gue haha sayang mereka bangeett 

3. My sister and My brother

mereka lah yg ngasih support, jajan tiap bulan, dan tukang nasehatin gue hahaha

4. My best friends

NUR ADZIRATUL Q, RADITA MILLATI  & AZIZAH BALQIZ 

ketiga anak cantik, asik, baik yg gue kenal di senior high school

dan

LAILA ALZUBAIR & ANISA NOVITA SARI 

kedua anak cantik, gaul, kece deh sahabat gue yang dua ini . haha

5. My Soulmate

SITI USWATUN KHASANAH 

tengil juga nih bocah setengah tomboy setengah feminim kadang kadang nyebelin tapi baik .

6. My Lean On

NURUL INSANUL KAMIL & NURUL UTARI

hahaha mereka adalah para penghibur gue, para pendengar curhatan bodoh gue, udah pinter dan nyebelin banget tapi gue sayang mereka

8. My classmate

ALL AUTISH REGGAE XI & XII IPA

you're reggae guys!

9. My Maskot Tergendut

MUHAMMAD NUR CHOLIS 

haha yap, ndut itu super duper gokil . kalo gak ada dia di kelas nih pasti sepi banget kelas IPA . huhu

                                    

10. Guru guru gue dari dulu bocah sampe sekarang udah bangkotan begini 

udah tuh yaa beberapa maaf kalo ada yg lupa maklum nobody's perfect

enough yaa bye thanks to reading this :D

Aroma pagi yang ranum, dengan sepuluh pasang burung gereja, diatas tiang listrik tua sebelah utara. Kau terjaga, masih memeluk selembar syal merah jambu, yang sudah kusut penuh ruas, namun wanginya masih seperti tadi malam, persis sebelum kau menutup pintu, memadamkan mata lampu. Kini cuma ada hening, dan kau masih menatap cangkir-cangkir kopi, yang mendingin sisa semalam.

Dalam pejam, hidup terasa lebih nyaman, karena saat kau terjaga dalam nyata, remah waktu hanyalah menuai getir, menggerogoti sepotong demi sepotong, dinding hatimu yang sudah terlalu tipis, nyaris habis. Namun apa lacur, esok hari, pagi bakal datang lagi, menunggu dibalik pintu untuk kau jumpai, dan itu, hanya bisa kauhadapi, dengan hela nafas panjang, dan senyum yang membisu.

Tadi malam kenangan itu mencair, dan pagi ini sudah jadi embun, sejuknya sampai di pucuk-pucuk daun. Aku kembali memulai pagi, menyusuri jalan-jalan yang biasa kita lewati, memutar lagu-lagu yang biasa kita nyanyikan, semuanya masih sama, sungguh masih sama, hingga ditepi jalan itu, aku kembali sadar, tak ada lagi jejakmu, dan aku benci itu.

Hai guys? How are you today ? fine or bad? Hm .. forget it . I'll introduce myself to you before posting a article about others , well silent pleaseee ... sssstt !! haha #PLAAAK

~ Whats My Name? Um .. My name's Sonia Sanny a.ka Sonia Sanny Harahap

who knows gue terlahir dari seorang keluarga bersuku batak. haha #abaikan

~ Whats My Nickname? yeah , of course ! you can call me nia :) or others , sample Sonia? :D yeaah

~ I was born at Jakarta on November , 30th 1996 . so its mean im fourteen years old now . yeaayyy~

masih muda kan yeh? yadong yadong?

~ I very very loveeeee Listening to the music *hampa terasa kalo gak dengerin musik* haha Semua genre musik gue suka . but not for genre Dangdut ! huh !! so .. entahlah . gak suka aja hhe eh tapi tunggu sebentar deng . gue lebih lebih dan lebih lebih suka sama genre Jazz ! yeah , hidup Jazz !! sample Maliq & D'essentials , Ecoutez , Ten 2 Five , Tompi , Andien , Abdul , etc . of course :) Tapi gue lagi addicted banget sama musik barat. #abaikan , i looveee Reading , Photography , Fashion , Travelling , Gowes , Blue (Sleep is very nice job) ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ

~My Destination in life is To Be a Succesfull People , makes my parents proud of me , and blablabla

~ I very very looooooveee my BestFriends , my Sista , my Brader , my Parents and not forget my God Allah swt :) Thanks God i found them , i have them ♥ i cant life without them in my life . lafyu all

~ I love myself . I am who I am , judge me all you want and see if i care (っ˘з˘)っ its me guys ! gue yang manja , gue yang super duper cuek , gue yang keras kepala , gue yang pendiem , gue yang pemalu , and blablabla yeah lafyu myself  ♥

I think thats only guys . i'll try to update post as usually as i can . seeyou .. :)